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So, I'm alive 
Sorry guys, this past year has been busy and not busy, stressful and fun. So, I guess I'll start from the beginning.
Work- I got a job. That's about it
School- Started the Beal Art Program. Holy crap guys, I was terrified. 10 mediums, 40 weeks and only knowing 2 other students in my class. Not to mention I'm not that good of an artist in other mediums, so I've been full of anxiety and stress this school year. Took the whole year, but I'm finally in the photography portion and I've fallen madly in love with analog film and dark rooms. I could live in that dark room. I'm going back next year to do a program they call Special. You pick 2 mediums and do those on top of Art History and Life drawing for 40 weeks. Why? Because I still don't know what I'm doing with my life and I want to learn as much as I can from this program before I try and move on.
Heidelberg- Went to Detroit to see the DIA and the Heidelberg Project. I highly recommend seeing the Heidelberg project, it's like nothing you've ever experienced before. It is 2 blocks of broken down houses (I've posted a few photos, refer for reference) that are made into art. Sadly, since going, 3 more houses have burned down. I say more, because Detroit houses are up in flames more often then not. The streets are silent, almost post-apocalyptic feeling.
Relationship- Some of you might know David, I have posted many photos of us this past 3 years of our relationship. Mid April, I finally decided that it was time to go our separate ways. There is a long list of things that happened, but that's a story for another time. We are still friends, just no where near as close as we used to be. And honestly, it hurt for all of 3 days, then we talked everything out and I just felt released. I had opened up my mind and done what had to be done and I regret nothing. Not dating him or the break up.
That's about all that's happened, I miss you guys and hopefully I can be a bit more active on here. My camera is absolute shit, but I am getting a new one soon and will try and get my Youtube channel started up as well. I love you all, enjoy your lifes
Sorry guys, this past year has been busy and not busy, stressful and fun. So, I guess I'll start from the beginning.Work- I got a job. That's about it
School- Started the Beal Art Program. Holy crap guys, I was terrified. 10 mediums, 40 weeks and only knowing 2 other students in my class. Not to mention I'm not that good of an artist in other mediums, so I've been full of anxiety and stress this school year. Took the whole year, but I'm finally in the photography portion and I've fallen madly in love with analog film and dark rooms. I could live in that dark room. I'm going back next year to do a program they call Special. You pick 2 mediums and do those on top of Art History and Life drawing for 40 weeks. Why? Because I still don't know what I'm doing with my life and I want to learn as much as I can from this program before I try and move on.
Heidelberg- Went to Detroit to see the DIA and the Heidelberg Project. I highly recommend seeing the Heidelberg project, it's like nothing you've ever experienced before. It is 2 blocks of broken down houses (I've posted a few photos, refer for reference) that are made into art. Sadly, since going, 3 more houses have burned down. I say more, because Detroit houses are up in flames more often then not. The streets are silent, almost post-apocalyptic feeling.
Relationship- Some of you might know David, I have posted many photos of us this past 3 years of our relationship. Mid April, I finally decided that it was time to go our separate ways. There is a long list of things that happened, but that's a story for another time. We are still friends, just no where near as close as we used to be. And honestly, it hurt for all of 3 days, then we talked everything out and I just felt released. I had opened up my mind and done what had to be done and I regret nothing. Not dating him or the break up.
That's about all that's happened, I miss you guys and hopefully I can be a bit more active on here. My camera is absolute shit, but I am getting a new one soon and will try and get my Youtube channel started up as well. I love you all, enjoy your lifes
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I'm in the Art Program
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My school has a really dedicated and amazing art program. People admire any body who has taken the program because my school is famous for it. And I thought I would try and get in. But i don't have any mediums other then photography.
But I decided to try. I brought photos and one painting. Near the end, he told me that he didn't think I had enough to get it; but that he showed the photography teacher my photos and he said to let me in. I can't even begin to describe what I felt. I am scared and excited and worried. But wow....I'm in...
But I decided to try. I brought photos and one painting. Near the end, he told me that he didn't think I had enough to get it; but that he showed the photography teacher my photos and he said to let me in. I can't even begin to describe what I felt. I am scared and excited and worried. But wow....I'm in...
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18 now
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Now what?
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I'm not dead
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I'm alive!!!!!
I'm good, Me and david are still engaged. BUT I HAVE A NEW FACE!!!! post photos soon missed you all
I'm good, Me and david are still engaged. BUT I HAVE A NEW FACE!!!! post photos soon missed you all
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Surgery Tuesday
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Title says it all
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